Hey CL - I don't really have much to say on this subject. But, I think I have a few words of help for you. Dude, no psych ward or doctor or shrink is going to help you. They can talk and talk and talk and talk and listen and listen and listen, but until you (YOU) decide to change what you are telling yoursefl in your head then nothing is going to change. You gotta get off your ass and make things happen. Good fortune will not come to you, this is not a "good fortune around every corner" type of world - you have to go AFTER IT. Be ambitious - hell watch Dr. Phil - just don't keep telling yourself how horrible you are, because obviously you aren't. You are a good guy who is stuck in a rut - turn your lemons into lemonade!

GET THE FUCK UP AND DO THE DAMN HAPPY DANCE THAT CASPER MENTIONED!!!

SMILE EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE!!!!

THINK ABOUT THE POSITIVE THINGS IN YOUR LIFE!! And don't say you don't have positives - you obviously have many friends here at pixy's that are willing to read about your moans and groans and pissy problems. And better yet - these people understand, try to relate, and try to help. So there you go - several positive things all at once!!

PM if you ever need someone to rant to.

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