Belial - thanks for your reply babe it means alot to me cause u know what im going throuhg kind of and ur in the same position as me. I just dont know what to do some days hes like your my best mate and if u wasnt married and i wasnt with sarah then it would be me and u together but other days like last night i was second place and i know thats how it should be now he has sarah but its like he aint bothered bout me asmuch now he has her. I mean i cant just fuck him then say goodbye thats it i dont feel anything for u no more cause im not like that. I just dont go round sleeping with every other man that walks along the fucking road. And anyway ive got pudsey the only reason i slept with dave was cause i think a hel of a lot of him.