Wyldchyld

ive had the same thing before and toa degree still do. ive tried to kill myself, l waslucky i had such good friends that got me to a hospital before nething cud seriously happen. i used to scarmy arms (thank god u can barly see it now) the docs figured out it was a hormone inbalance and just required me going on the pill to regulate it. after havin kids i no longer need it (but am stil on it just cuz i want no more babies) tho i still have times where my hubby wants to shake me and tell me that im fine and all that. drives him nuts when i slip back and it dont happen to often just when i extremly stressed out. (HUGS) its so hard and i know it but hopefully chatting about it here will help if u wont to go to counseling.