theres still a big what if in my life right now. i'm just trying to think that if it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be. but thats where the 'what if' kicks in. how life would be so great. i know its just because i'm living in the moment right now so that its hard to see past the cloud. more and more as i walk forward however, am i able to look in the past with smiles then sorrows of 'what ifs'. they still creep up as one of the last thoughts in your head before you go to sleep tho.

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Some stories:

My Birthday

Squirming in the dark