I can't say that I have felt that way before but if you have the guts to spill your feelings out to a site with over 15,000 members, then sitting down quietly with a therapist you can trust, will be a piece of cake. It's time to do that. You are not a freak and you are feeling things that many people do, but it's how you choose to react to those feelings that may be troubling you. See a counselor and get ideas on how to cope with the downs so that they seem less intense. Until you accept yourself, you are gonna have a hard time believing anyone else does. ((hugs)) feel better!

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