Welcome OzKristin, I'm no expert but my suggestion would be to seek a therapist. Anything that's embedded in your mind as deeply as this might need some professional help to purge it completely. Of course, relating the uncomfortable feeling to what happened is a start, conquering it may be more than telling yourself it's ok now. After seeing your first post I'd say it'd be a shame to encounter any reason not to have those luscious lobes stimulated. I wish you well with your endeavor.

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