Darling Mae,

Please don't worry! That doesn't help him, doesn't help you. It's a bit of a silly situation, so laugh at it. Work out substitute words you can manage - either out loud or just thinking. Doesn't matter if they're also silly.

Had to wince over your 'oral interaction'. I assume you mean that you're having trouble kissing, licking, sucking it. So what? Again, don't worry. If you love him and want to please him, and are not totally against playing with him, just get as near to his cock as you can while you're playing with it. Rest your head on his tummy or whatever. After playing with it up close a few times, you'll probably be comfortable enough for a quick lick now and again.

You'll soon feel comfortable with it again. Lots of luck, and enjoy playing!