I believe a lot of us jumped the gun a little. If you are happy with your guy, and it sounds like you are, I apologize (as many of the rest of the guys already have.

You know, shit happens during sex to all of us that we either don't like or are uncomfortable with. (Not referring to your rape, that is a different topic altogether.) I guess it's a learning experience.

You might want to ask your guy what he thinks about swallowing. You spit before *wink, wink, but if he came in your mouth again, would he like it if you swallowed? And would he kiss you afterwards? Some guys won't. I personally have never had a mouthful of my own cum spit back into my mouth after kissing my wife post-blow, so it's not been a problem. If he doesn't like the idea of you swallowing, then maybe you could make a real show of it. Spit the cum back out onto his cock and rub it in... or your chest, stomach, etc. Maybe instead of cumming in your mouth, you could have him pull out and cum on your chest, stomach or face if you were comfortable with it. There are lots of variations that you both might enjoy.

My wife recently had a baby and we have not been able to have intercourse yet. However, we are enjoying a very active post-partum sex life. Since we've been pleasuring each other sans-vaginal penetration, we've explored me cumming in her mouth, on her tits, on her face and neck and even on me sometimes. We both have enjoyed all of it thoroughly.

We are planning on "taking the plunge" and actually doing it on Valentine's Day. That will be the end of the 6 week grace period. I'll most likely not be cumming outside her anywhere that night!

Again, sorry for the bad advice last time. Wish you luck with exploring your sexual options and pleasing both you and your BF.

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