as i said...you shouldnt have to dread it coming every month. i didnt want to go on the pill either and i think it's one of the best things i've ever done for myself (i dont do a whole lot for myself either) but honestly, now i'm petrified to ever go off them. i dont want it to go back to the way it was before. i was put on progesterone too at one point. the guy i'm dating finally asked me to call the doctor because i was getting horrid mood swings (one minute happy as a clown and the next i was depressed out of my mind and almost suicidal). my mom started menopause the year after she had a hysterecomy and they just left her ovaries. i'm only 24 and asked the doc to take mine out since i'm not using it anyway and i just get laughed at. they wont even think of doing it until i'm at least 35. i say take it out...i'm not using it and apparently i'm not getting around to using it either. the sad thing is that no one else in the family has ever really had any problems. it does get depressing thinking about it. almost makes me want to cry.

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