Okay, the man I am with now has been my first consensual sexual partner. Up until three days ago I did not let him cum in my mouth when he was getting a blow job (from me of course.) So, we are in the moment and I let my judgment lapse and boom, he cums in my mouth. After I am done and all the blood has rushed from my head he says to me "You didnt swallow that did you baby?" Well fuck! Yes, I did, it just shot down my freakin throat. So, in this moment of PURE embaressment, I lied. I pretended to spit it out in the bathroom, so my first question is....Do you guys want girls to swallow your man juice? And if not, do you really want us to spit it out? Okay, so I am back in the bedroom now right and here I am, all flustered and sort of embarressed, and he jumps on top of me and we start to get it on. Well, this was the WORST sex I have ever had, in fact, it didnt even last 5 minutes, hell it didnt last 3 before he was like "Im tired now. " Well fuck, I didnt even climax. I was sooo pissed. I was so mad, I slept on the couch. I was used. Here is my last question:After he was done blowing a load in my mouth, what should I have done? Should I have just gone to bed? What? I don't know what to do in that situation and any help would be great. Thank you!!!

((Im sorry for the hostility in this post, but I am still upset. I have never felt like this with him and it brings back bad memories. Thank you all for understanding.))

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