Its an old saw that time heals all wounds, but it is true. Cutting will only accomplish one thing: hurting yourself. I know it's difficult letting go of someone you care deeply about--we've all been there, believe me--but sometimes it is the best thing to do. Jaymz, you've taken the most important step by acknowledging that you are angry and hurt and by expressing this rage and frustation in a positive manner through writing about it in this forum. You must continue to vent your frustration, either by speaking with a friend or professional, or, if you prefer, continue to reach out to us in this forum. You will find that talking (writing) really helps and will, in time, dull the sharp edge of anguish you are feeling at this moment. Please continue to reach out. And remember, your Pixies family is here if you need us.

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Nubian