I would look ridiculous carrying one of those. You will look fine.

Have you seen the way some people dress? There's kids with their pants around their ankles and metal spikes sticking out of every part of their body! You and your authentic asian umbrella won't even make people bat an eye.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.