In some situations...I feel that being an indecisive female is unacceptable. <sigh>

They went to thousands of dollars of expense to recruit me (plane fare, hotel, entertainment, (twice!), phone calls, expediting the offer because I asked them to) because I pushed them... And now I don't want it.

I'm a little embarrassed...and don't want it to reflect poorly on me professionally.

<sigh> Why isn't *anything* easy?

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Life is too short not to love and be loved....preferably multiple times in one night.

I think men talk to women so they can sleep with them and women sleep with men so they can talk to them. ~ Jay McInerney