lose control.

there is that point during it all when the animal inside everyone has the opportunity to escape. usually that's when the best love making is done or so i've been told. at such times i no longer see or hear but feel. most of the ladies i've been with enjoy this saying that i should not try to stay in control. :redghost: i have struggled with controlling certain emotions my entire life and the fear of losing it is a big one. for those who don't quite understand what i'm saying i'll try again to make myself clear. a hard long f**k where you lose it all and f**k your lover within an inch of their life and pass out or just plain collapse.

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Deep into that darkness peering,
long I stood there, wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams
no mortal ever dreamed before.