I usually masturbate two or three times a week. It happens when the mood hits me, not like a premeditated thing. I don't wake up and say "I think I'll rub one out at some point today". Sometimes I do it because I just feel like having an orgasm and don't wanna trouble my wife for one.

By the way Pinkbutton...your friend and I have something in common. ha ha

Actually, when I masturbate, I'm thinking of my wife. I know, it sounds corny, but it's true.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.