Well Vigil, I visited the site, and I thought I could deal with it.

I couldn't.

Right now I feel as if pursuing any sort of relationship is utterly pointless because any partner I manage to get (yes, I know that's optimism) will want something I can't give them.

Maybe I should just give up and make sure my genes don't propogate.

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I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters