Im reworking this to eventually put on a webiste Im making. I wont give the address here. Sorry.
But if your willing to read the below and give suggestions, please feel free. Also you can use it as a base to understand where I am coming from.
Its not an add, but more just to make people understand.
"Having been through a friendship that grew for me until it became a love. A love of a muse. A love a strong spirit. A love of a mind and its thoughts. A love of a person for who they were. But my love was partially blinded to the fact that this person also had a dark side of black and whites. My honesty led to admission of this love, but my humanity and frustraions led to events that made me contradict myself. She coudn't comprehend, and quite frankly become so frightened she did something to me which has and always will hurt for the rest of eternity. She took away my dignity.
I believe in the one love. The love not of a life, but of existence. The meeting of the other half. Like the ancient greek belief that man and woman were one being that faced back to back, until the gods split them in two. And thus hence the two sides have always searched for one another.
I am looking for my best friend. I am looking for my soulmate. Until that time my live(s?) will always be incomplete."