*Thinking I should PM this to you Lilith, but..............

Recurring dream: I'm in my mother's house and I descend the cellar stairs (which have a concrete wall to the right, in actuality) and when I get to the bottom I turn right and begin ascending a staircase even though I am fright stricken. I enter a round room with a blackened abyss in the center and only 2ft. of space to walk around a catwalk type walkway. I don't know why I do it, but I slide my body onto the catwalk and hold the walls with my hands behind me and walk almost all the way around......knowing full well when I get to the end I will fall into who knows where! I always wake before I get to the end! Have dreamt this dream since I was a child......less frequent now but still scary when I dream it!

Nightmare: Mom (deceased) is helping me move.....carrying some of my things to a truck I have outside. Her last trip out she stands in front of me and says, "Look at me"! I look and she reaches to my mouth and opens it and grabs my tongue and pulls a hidden hand from behind her with a barber's razor in it and slashes my tongue! Blood is flying everywhere! This is the reddest dream I have EVER had! Yes, I dream in color! This isn't recurring........and I had one other nightmare about her telling me my sister's were dead........but have never had a pleasant dream of Mom since her death in 1982......just those two nightmares!

Flying: In one dream, I actually piloted a jet! I have never flown a plane in my life so I am assuming that from watching television, I knew what to do in my dream. I dreamt this before I had ever been in an airplane (pre-1985) and yet I could look out the cockpit window and see farms below....etc. Pretty cool actually! Another flying dream: I am in my childhood backyard and all my friends are at my house too (my mom was like the Kool-Aid Mom) and I suddenly realize I can fly. I tell my friends to watch. I take a few running steps and extend my arms to the side and I begin to soar up as if I am catching the warm wind below. I circle the field that the other kids are in and they wave at me. Then I woke up!

Sex dream: Very recent........with myself and my boss (who is about 10yrs. younger than me and awesome to look at). We keep finding ourselves drawn to one another after walking towards each other down long white hallways. He holds me like he'll never let me go and we dart into the closest room to have some of the most awsome sex! His mother (who works with us as does their entire family) finds us once and calls us to her office and reprimands us because we are both married to others. We leave the office and go to another room for more sex! Mmmmmmmmmmm! I can barely look at my boss anymore because each time I do I can feel the blush rising from my toes!

OK......there ya go Lil! Where's the couch? I have tons more.........as you can tell I remember my dreams vividly!

Oh....and one more thing. I forget what it's called (it does have a name) but I have dreams where they seem so real and I know I am dreaming but I am paralyzed to open my eyes till the dreams are done. When I finally can open my eyes, I fully expect whoever was in my dream to be in the room or just leaving........but, of course they are not, as it WAS a dream! These usually only happen if I'm able to catch an afternoon nap (very rare), and yet, not evertime I nap!

OK.......any questions Lilith? LOL!

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