Ryker- My intentions are not to hurt, thats the whole reason I've been so honest with both guys. ;-)

grumbleguts- deciet is one thing I wouldnt be able to pull off... too hard to keep up with all the lies I would think and then make ME look bad! I've earned their respect and plan on keeping it. *nods for emphasis*

kgb253- Courage is one thing I'm building for myself. I figure life is too short to waste being a wall flower!

GingerV- Yeah hell is a good word to describe how I was feeling... I was in a dark place for a little bit and decided I didnt want to be there or get worse so I took control an got help.
As for ...'not a slut, (just incredibly busy)'... LMFAO!!!

Thank you all for your kindness!!!

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~*Larky*~