My current ex has this thing with us staying friends cuz I've been her best friend (and only friend) for the past 3 years, so naturally she wants ot keep coming back to me and telling me about all the new stuff in her life

as mean as it sounds I don't want to hear diddly squat from her, I'd rather her just have never exsisted ^__^ lol but i'm evil like that, so I just deleted everything I have and wait for the darkness to take her name from me, Having someone you still care about telling you about how there life is going has no other result in you getting hurt, I say you get out of there as soon as you can

I'm the same way with her, everytime I see her she starts talking to me and I start falling in love with her all over again, damn her for having that power over me, how can a simple conversation about nothing make me fall back in love with her regardless of everything else, oh well the best I can do is just chill my heart towards her the best I can, Personally I don't want her to think of me as her best friend, I don't want her to think about me, I feel dirty when she starts talking about how much she cares about me and the such.

lol yes I know thats alot easier said than done but trust me it's for the best,

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Well I've seen love come, I've seen shot down, I've it die in vain

Maybe someday I'll see you again, and you'll look me in my eyes and call me a friend.