GingerV
reading your reply make me wants to cry.
Loulabelle and Porn_king
you are right i know. but i have to learn how to deal with this and accept this.
I think you guys are right is better to look at something that is also similar to me which is asian, what if he enjoy look for white blond porn and i don't have

that i think is suck right? but i havem't think about it. i was thinking that i like him to look at differet one coz he won't compare to me, coz you can not compare a blond to an asian, coz it look different right? but i think he can compare me to other asian.
i want to yell out lound sometimes
anyway sometimes iff i am so mad i donn't let him sleep well at night. i guess if i do that i myself can't sleep well either. but i want to
ah........................i am i so pissed off by this ? fuck !
can i go out and trea on him because i am mad at him look at asian porn? can i go to have sex with another guy because i think he enjoy look other woman?
now tell me can i do that? i just want to have an even