I am so impressed how you are handling all this Hun.
What a great idea to make that photo album, what an act of love and caring .
It sure is tough being a soldiers girlfriend.
I was thinking a bit about how it all effects you too. Arent there some mutual support groups where the wives/girlfriends/so's of servicemen away on duty get together and help each other when it gets too hard to handle? perhaps you could find out and join one where other people in your own situation can make you feel less alone.
Just a thought
big hugs
Grumble