krzykrn, I don't know you, but your story is one that we hear so often, and my heart goes out to you, no words will help at this time, but, and I know this for a fact, everything happens for a reason, and there is something better round the next corner, when that will be, no one can say, usually when you are strolling along not looking for it. But it will come, I promise you.

I wish you well, and hope new love finds you soon.

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