Hey ya'll .. I haven't posted here in a LOOOONG time... but i figured what the hell might as well come back right?


Ok... I've been with my girlfriend for like... 17 months...

My best friend, myself, and my girlfriend hung out a lot...

After a while... I felt that my girlfriend and this friend were getting too close for my comfort...

I confronted her about this and asked her to tell him that his presence wasn't appreciated anymore [ he wouldnt listen to me ].

She refused to do so... I told her I no longer trusted her with him..

We tried to stay together still.... but it seems we just can't / couldnt work things out..

After that.. I became what you would call controlling.. Fearing I was losing her I tried to hold her to me tighter.... It backfired

She is religious and took what I said as me calling her a whore.. which hurt her very badly... That I should have known better than to not trust her... So she wants the relationship to end.... She said she doesn't love me anymore...

She forgives me for doing it but she says " You can cut someone very deeply with a knife... That person can forgive you for it... But the wound and scar will still remain.... "

However, the call is up to me because we agreed on it at the beginning of the relationship..

How can I let her go? I still love her deeply.. more than life itself... I know I messed up badly despite me thinkin at the time it was the right thing to do.... and want to make things better... but she wont listen to me.. She says she sees no hope for us....

Any advice out there on how to make letting go maybe slightly easier?

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Wow... Funny isn't it? How you think Love has finally found you..... But at a whim it withers and blows away...