Hey Lixy, please accept my heartfelt condolences, it must have been extremely hard for you to decide how to cope with the loss and the bad memories.
I have no siblings, but I feel sure that if I had, no matter the rift, the love would still be there. Just like yours.
I think if you had decided not to do the eulogy, you would regret it years later, and I think the idea of the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame is a wonderful idea.
And before you sing, like Lilith said, take a deep breath and think of the love and support of all your Pixie friends.
I will be thinking of you, I know you will do your brother proud, sending you big big hugs Lixy, and I will be sending them in my thoughts on April 26th.

((((((((((((Lixy)))))))))))

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