Mmh., Try this: "I love completely, passionately, for ever. You are everything I ever wanted. The answer to my dreams. You are so special to me that I want to give you everything I have except..........'

I think the 'except' would bother me too.

That's not to say you shouldn't have fun, fool around, enjoy life. The important thing about letting go of your virginity is that you are letting go of the final tie with your past. At the moment you are rather like the sky-diver sitting in the plane with her legs out the door saying to herself "I'm dressed right, I have a parachute, I've done the training, I can feel the wind on my legs - why to I actually have to push myself out of this plane?"