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Old 02-05-2003, 08:45 AM
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I went to bed and I dreamt that I was in school, the first school, and the one that I had left. But it didn’t feel like any dream, it felt like I was actually there, the day that I told my old friends and my old teachers that I was leaving for a new school. But during that whole time it felt like I was really there, it was so real, but I knew what happened, I remember the words the teacher said to me although they were not exactly the same they were to the same effect. It seemed that the dream would not end, in fact I remember the full two months afterwards, where I was waiting for the 1st semester to end in my new school. I remembered the weight I had lost, but only in my dream I didn’t lose the weight, I in fact had gained more. This dream was starting to become a little gloomy, but hey it was a dream after all, then the big day came, it was the day that I was suppose to meet Lisa, I knew from there this dream would take a turn for the better. HORROR, it was different, so DIFFERENT, she wasn’t there, and there was another new guy who sat next to me, the teacher didn’t seem to like me at all. I don’t know what’s going on. I remembered Joseph in the back row, we became good friends he was the best man at my wedding. It was the first day of school and I remember the confused look in his eyes when I walked up to him and asked him where Lisa was. He acted like he had no clue to which LISA I was referring. HE DIDN’T KNOW WHO LISA WAS?? I really need to wake UP. The days didn’t go by quick, they felt like normal days but only they weren’t normal, I mean the wrong President won, the wrong team won the World Series. This dream was no dream I just couldn’t seem to wake up. I did go to College but I failed my finals so I dropped out. My life is continuing but it’s different. I am 23 now and I think I know what happened, it’s the only thing I can come up with, I was given perfection, and then it was taken away from me. For some reason or another, it was in my destiny to live two lives, the same me but just different. One with Lisa and one without, I continue everyday with her in my mind, I did so much research I thought I could find her, maybe she was just a bit different, maybe at a different school, but even her parents don’t exist in this, this place. I know what you may be thinking, jeez what a story, but I can tell you so many details of my life with Lisa, that I know it had to be real, if it wasn’t and that was a dream, no that’s not even possible. I know the difference, I knew the difference between a dream and reality, and both are so real just as I feel the wind blow on my face here I felt it the same way there. But there is one thing I knew I had to do. I had to write my story. Who believes and who doesn’t is no concern to me. I just wanted people to know that I loved Lisa with all my heart and the only way I can express this is in one story, a piece that for all intents and purposes will be a Fictional piece, otherwise I know what people will think of me, I know the scrutiny that I will face. So I hope you enjoyed my story, because that’s all it is. It’s just a dream. Wake up. Wake up. WAKE UP. Please Wake up. It just occurred to me, what that first question was that she asked me on the first day of school. She asked, “Are you daydreaming?”
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