Hi Rocker. (hope you are still reading / writing)

Long distance relationships can be very difficult (I should know, there's thousands of miles between our relationship) and breed insecurity / jealousy etc. All I can say is ride it out when feelings like this exist. Take time that's all you can do, because there's no way to control everything.

"i've promised i'll love her forever no matter what,
i've promised i won't leave her no matter what,
i've promised i won't break my promises again no matter what,

but i decided to give up..."

Eh???