First I want to say that all the email and pms I have been getting are wonderful you guys are great. Hearing different stories of how you guys have dealt with similar expierences has been helpful. I don't talk to my friends about this because I don't want anyone to know what I am feeling. So thank you all so very much. I just thought I would be over this by now I am really trying but it is still the same as it was the day it ended. I'm just feeling so foolish and not myself at all. I just want it to stop already. I can't take the pain anymore it's too much for me to deal with. The best way to describe it is it feels like a death to me and I can't control the feelings I am really trying hard too. All this from ending a relationship I never thought twice about any other relationship I was in why is this one so different? I didn't even get all that much out of it either thats the funny thing. He was never really there for me 100 percent but without him I am so broken. Now I hear he has been seeing someone else and I feel so hurt.

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Missy