I know the feeling... I am door mat... I let anyone walk over me... damn it... I never could stand up for myself... and its left me a wreck.. emotionally.. mentally (I am quite possibly slowly losing my mind)... and physically... every time is worse then the last... for example.... my 1st exGF... "left" a week after graduation without telling me ONE WORD about it... I thought she was ignoring me... then.. a month later... she calls me back threatening me... with legal actions.... when I so okay fine and hang up... she gets her FRIENDS to drive her to my house... she won't leaver her car to talk to me either... and her and her friends are CRACKING UP about what I am saying... so after we are done arguing.. she threatens me that her "cousin" or whatever is coming in 30mins to kick my ass... guess what.. .I stayed up until MIDNIGHT and the jerk never shown up... damn it... its partly my fault.... but damn it.. if she is GONNA lie.. make it believable... I don't CURSE on people's answering machines... I don't call people bad names for no reason... this happened back in like July... oh and get this... a month after this... I get a call from her she wants to meet to talk.. so I being a good person do so... she blows me off the whole time I am there and watches MTV and stuff.... until her Grandpa comes over and they get into an ARGUEMENT... (about me or something I don't know)... so I call my mom to pick me up (before she asks me to) she comes back in asks me to leave and I do jut that.... damn it... she and her whole family are f*cked up.. .I thought they were sorta nice... but damn it... I was wrong that time.... ughhh... that burned me BADDDD... one of the worst experiences of my life...