Sorry to here about that.... and I can't be mean to people... not unless they hurt me alot... and I can't shut off how I feel not with out dire and close to danerous conquences... It will get better... things always get better... for most people... for me they just get worse... heh... I've had something similar happen to me... several times... and its not good.. I hope things work out for the best... even if its not with him...