He is truely a kind, decent, really good person. I have known him for fifteen years or more. We dated fifteen years ago and it ended. We started seeing each other again over two years ago and he did say he didn't want a serious relationship but as the years past it changed into a relationship but I never forced him into anything and his excuse for ending it is that he realized he didn't want this after all because it did get sort of serious. That is what hurts so much and is what I can't understand when I say how can someone just turn their feelings off like that. I will never understand that and I just don't think it was fair to me at all to have him just say he changed his mind. That left my heart broken in pieces and I am trying to put it back together and move on but I just miss him so much. I miss him as my best friend more than anything along with everything we did. I just don't think it was fair to me at all to hurt me with that kind of excuse that he just changed his mind. Maybe he is with someone else and just didn't have the heart to tell me. Oh well, at least if that is true I hope she can make him happy because I obviously didn't. I don't understand why it took him over two years to realize I couldn't make him happy and I wasn't what he wanted. I tried i really did. I guess I will never know and I'm not even sure I want to anymore.

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Missy