bilbowashere---I have many comments on this thread but the most important one is to help you with your problem!I had the same problem with alcohol as you!For years,I pooh-poohed,every-
one and said that I could quit anytime that I wanted.Years ago,I wouldn't have taken someone like me seriously.I would have said-
"What do you know about it?"Beleive me,I know about it.I haven't
used any mind altering drugs(booze or otherwise)for over ten&1/2yrs. now and only you can see the real difference.I can only urge you to take the step.I wish that I had listened to someone 11 yrs ago.Beleive it or not,they only care about you.They are not trying to be meddlesome. Irish
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