The next few weeks Sally purposely avoided Josh. She had little to say to him and Josh did not push the issue. However, Sally did think about Josh. There was something that happened to her that night that she could not understand. She had never felt that way. She had never had such intense pleasure from her body but she could understand why it had to be the way it was. She wanted the Cinderella romantic type relationship of loving kindness. Not some perverted sex game that required her to be humiliated in order to have an orgasm. However, she did remember the pleasure and intensity of those multiple orgasms that were simply fantastic. She had nothing in her life with which she could compare. Her vagina and clitoris had been on fire and the bliss she experienced was almost other worldly. Yes, she finally had to admit how much enjoyed the experience. What was worse for Sally she also had to admit that she really wanted to do it again.
A few times when Sally was alone at home she did something she never did, masturbate. However, at those times and the few times she and her husband made love, there was no comparison to what she had felt when Josh was sticking his finger up her ass. Sally even got a small carrot and stuck it up both her ass and her vagina but it just was not the anywhere close to the same. Sally realized it was the humiliation that was such a wondrous turn on for her. Sally was very disgusted with herself and prayed that she would have strength to resist the temptation. However, when the time comes Sally knew that she wanted Josh's depraved attention.
It happened about a month late. She had practically no contact with Josh during that time. She would see him at a distance but they did not speak. However, after the next administrative meeting ended Sally walked out to car just as Josh was walking toward his car.
"Hi Sally," Josh said in an innocent tone.
"Hi Josh," Sally said. Josh noticed the quiver in her voice.
"Kind of cool tonight. I hope it does not turn cold," Josh said making conversation.
"Yes it is. I think it is supposed to get hot, no, I mean cold," Sally said with a slip of the tongue.
"Yeah, I wish it would get hot, real hot," Josh said following Sally's unconscious lead.
"No, that is not what I mean. I did not mean for things to get hot. I meant that the weather would turn cold," Sally stuttered.
"Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. But in this case you do have some control over which way the weather goes," Josh said with a smile.
"Josh leave me alone. You are just playing with me," Sally was becoming angry.
"No, I like to play with you but I will not do anything unless you bring it up. And you did bring it up just now."
"No, I did not say anything about that."
"About what Sally?" Josh quizzed.
"Leave me alone Josh. You are trying to trick me into saying I want you to do things to me."
"What kind of things do you want me to do to you?"
"I don't want you to do anything to me. I want you to leave my body alone and never touch me," Sally whimpered.
"Ok, you do not have to saying anything else. I will never touch you again except maybe by accident. I will never consider the thought again. The case is closed. Is that what you want Sally?" Josh asked.
"Yes, I mean no, I don't know what I mean," Sally was near tears.
"Well I certainly don't know what you want either Sally. I am very confused and don't think this is good time for us to discuss this," Josh said as he opened his car door.
"Bye Sally," Josh said and drove off.
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