Tiger_boy---I think that I'm qualified to address your problem because I finally admitted to myself,that I have what I believe is
called an addictive personality.You have to confront the things,
that are controlling your life.Tomorrow will be 10yrs6mo since I stopped drinking alcohol.When I started drinking,beer cost about
the same as soda.I loved beer&didn't like soda that much,so I
thought"Why not?"In everything,sex,drink,drug use,etc.things
accelerate and pretty soon,control your life,altho you don't realise
it.This doesn't only include masturbation.I have been doing that,
at least,once a day since I was 15.I'm 58 now.You have to put the
priorities in your life first and face the others head on.I still look
forward to masturbating daily but priorities come first.(pun unintended) Irish
P.S.Advice offered thru experience!

__________________
Irish---Better to be dead & cool,then alive & uncool!
(Harley Davidson & the Marlboro Man)