At present mine is the return of A.K. from his travels and the chance to fulfil the year's worth of fantasies that we have created together over long distance. We have promised each other that this will happen, but I am still so insecure that it won't. . .

Oh, you mean you want to hear about what we actually plan to do? Well, there's . . .

Spanking (obviously!), giving each other oral while watching great porn, doing it in the shower, him sharing me with his friend possibly (OMG!!!!!!!), him taking pictures of me (hmmm wonder if he'll let me post some!), making a video together, writing a story together, generally learning everything we possibly can about each others bodies, fantasies and desires. Working through every little hang-up that the other might have and becoming truly great lovers.

And the final part of this fantasy is that for me to find that he's as attracted to the rest of me, as he is to my sexuality and that we become more than just two people who have great sex together. This, I know, is a long shot!

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'Don't knock masturbation - it's sex with someone you love'

- Woody Allen