Irish,

yes, he's a collie and I still feel hurt to leave him out in the garden but I must do so for the sake of the child. Besides, Whiskey has more fun there than inside the house except for the nights.

I must repeat that I admire the tough thing you had to do but that was your last favour for your buddy. Beleive me, he would suffer a lot. When I took Whiskey at 8 months with severe rachitism, the vets suggested me to put him to sleep. I refused because he was very young and I beleived I could take care of it. But at an age of 11 1/2, if you got over this case, another would soon come up.

You have done the best for him. Don't feel sorry. If it's comartablle with you, take his body and bury him in a close place where you can talk to him.

**sniff**

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