I am sorry for your loss, but like panty said, smile because it happened...and who knows what the future holds for you both? Maybe this will be just a break in time for now, and you will meet later in life, maybe even she will be the person you are destined to be with...life is funny like that sometimes.

"I say love will come to you, hoping just becasue I spoke the words that they're true.
As if I offered up a crystal ball to look through.
Where there's now one, there will be two"

Who knows what your crystal ball will hold, don't give up Lindy, love will come to you I am sure of it (and to us all as well).

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"And as we all play parts of tomorrow, some ways will work and other ways we'll play. And I know we can't all stay here forever, so I'll write, my words on the face of today...and then they'll paint it" - Shannon Hoon