Quote:
|
Originally Posted by Moonshine
And it's not that I don't want to do it, but it seems a little gross to me. I need some advice on how to get past the "gross" part. I mean, I can't even watch it on our porns. I start gagging when the girls start licking and swallowing. It's only been here recently, and I talking like the past few weeks, that I've gotten to where I will taste it after he has come. (e.g. He cums on my breasts and I taste some of it.) It doesn't taste bad, it actually has a good taste to it. Use too, I would lay there really still until he gave me something to wipe it off with because I didn't want to touch it.
|
I read all the posts above, and I think my friends might have missed your point. It is something very different. (Re-reading the excerpt above makes it easier see.) It is NOT a taste issue.
I think somewhere deep inside, so deep you may not know it, you have the "it comes from the same place he pees from" issue. You may be equating his cum with bady waste without knowing it.
Or maybe it is just a texture issue, but if that were so why do you find those porn images so troubling?
Once a friend took my to see an old movie where a male actor, impersonating a woman, actually appeared to eat dog poo! I became very ill at the image. The feeling stuck with me for a while, and affected other areas in my life.
Semen feels like so many other thick creams and lotions. (I think it is not acidental that some things look and feel like semen by the way)
I didn't read where you avoid sunblock or moisturizers because of the texture.
Try desensitizing yourself to the idea and the feel. Let him cum on your breasts, and leave it there. All day. He will likely find it sexy, the idea of you walking around, his cum on your breasts, many men and women do.
It will dry, and is easily peeled and wiped off with soap and water later. But it is a start in changing your aversion to it.
love,
WW