I had a job that was very stressful. I was in the same field that I am now, but it was a really bad company with a horrible working environment. Leaving the job was easy because I was going from a company with seven employees to one with offices all over the world. I knew they'd be a lot more professional.

I didn't really do much to help myself feel human there. I just bottled it up and suffered in silence. That's kinda how I handle things though.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.