not all the time and it's only temporary but - i miss being able to have caffeine whenever i want it in large amounts, smokes, joints, drinks (the adult kind), nitrates, not falling asleep on the couch before 9pm, normal hormone levels (and all that that implies ), and painless orgasms.
not necessarily in that order, either

i'm not feeling sorry for myself, just whiney

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Trees give peace to the souls of men * Nora Waln

The forest would be very quiet if no other birds sang than those who sing the best * Henry van Dyke

some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose