a bit of both actually. I got a phone call last Friday saying I failed my 3 hr glucose test that I had to take. My sugar levels were way to high for the OB's liking. *SIGH* My fasting # was 115; then my 1 hr draw (after the bottle of sugar stuff I had to drink ) was 203; then my 2 hr draw was 168 and my 3 hr draw was 137. They didn't like any of those numbers and have decided I have gestational diabetes. So, now I have to go see a perinatologist who specializes in that sort of thing. I go on the 9th to see this guy. Just have enough time to heal from the 4 holes they poked in me at the last visit and then have to have more!! I guess we'll see what he has to say. I know they're going to change my diet. But from there I don't know. In a way, I'm terrified. It moves me from one high risk category (hypertension--which is controlled at the moment with meds) to another.

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“Sex is one of the most personal things we do as people. To have someone who says she loves you limit how you express yourself in the bedroom is like a small death. It kills the soul.” --Anita Blake to Jason Schuyler in "Blood Noir" by Laurell K. Hamilton