I just can't being her friend. she says I am her best friend. This is what she says. She says she loves me and that I am the perfect guy but she just lacks the attraction that she used to have. she wants to try and get closer to me to see if it comes back. She cries about not feeling it for me. I don't know. I really wanted to marry her. I wanted to with all my heart. I freak when I think about some other guy replacing me romantically. I know I am stupid for actually waiting to see if she wants me again but the heart makes u do stupid crap I guess. So I hate to ask but I just need to know that I am a good person. I just need to know.