"?" ... as in my "whatever" of choice.
Alcohol, specifically ethanol, or ETOH.
I love wine, brandy, and then the harder spirits, such as rum containing fruit drinks, and champagne!
The latter two are responsible for me getting into SOOOOO much trouble.
*sigh*
My only (admitted) experience with other substances resulted in the most outrageous game of "Truth or Dare" in human history.
I learned that after enough puffs of that particular type of cigarrette, I could be talked into literally ANYTHING!! One dare meant I spent almost an entire Spring Break naked! There were other, much more embarrassing events that resulted from the combination of pot and that game, but uhhhh, no, I'll stop here.
(For proof, look at back issues of the Destin FL , or Panama City Fl newspapers, (1996) with particular attention to stories mentioning "female streaker" and "Nude Woman buys gas" and "Naked Woman stops
traffic")
Rum and Champagne are quite enough, thank you.
WW