Thanks guys...

I can't speak for Will aka Stuyvo on his feelings for me, I know he cared about me but I know I loved him. We have been talking for some time and would look forward to chatting all the time. He was planning on coming here in March to see me and to see if we worked. Then was going to be moving here in June. I was looking forward to being with him. He was me. He was the piece that was missing from my life. He opened up to me about so much. I am so sorry. I know his family is hurting. And here I am trying to explain what he was to me. We would have been together if it wasn't for him being in Austrailia and me in the US. He was my heart and now it hurts because he is not here to fill it. I love him so much and I was just waiting for him to come here to tell him and now I can't.

I tried so hard not to let my heart run away with feelings for someone but you can't tell your heart what to do. It has a mind of it's own.

I love you Will.

Natalie

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DAMN, YOU ARE A SEXY ONE-skipthisone

I beleive in the sweet spot, soft-core pornography, opening your presents Christmas morning rather than Christmas Eve, and I beleive in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days. Kevin Costner/Bull Duram

"Your body as well as mine has needs. This is juat a little foreplay to highten our desire for each other. If we play out the game of love to it's natural conclusion, you'll experience fulfillment. Give yourself up to me and I'll guide you along the path to pareadise. Together we will be like fire and ice, love and hate, life and death." Virginia Henley

WANTED: a moment when you kiss someone and eveything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person and you relize that he is the only person your suppose to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. You want to laugh and you want to cry. Cause you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared it will all go away at the same time.