I believe in soulmates, and have met a few in my time, but only one of the ones I've met has been male.

Having experienced finding and losing female soulmates, I made damn sure I wasn't about to lose him, so instead I dragged him off and married him and we're currently working on the 'happily ever after' bit.

I've said this to you before, I'm sure, but stop focusing on trying to find someone and instead try to find yourself. You'll never recognise a soulmate if you don't know your own soul, so focus on that instead and you'll be surprised how easily everything can suddenly fall into place.

On a worst case scenario, that you don't ever meet 'the one for you', you're going to be going through life alone, so you may as well make the best of it and enjoy what you have right now. Look around you, you have more than some people could ever dream of: freedom, the ability to walk on your own two legs, the ability to express yourself and the hope of healthy relationships in the future. There are people in the world who'd give anything to have any of those things, and you've got all of them. Your life is blessed, you have so many things to celebrate, so enjoy them while you can.

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