listen I didn't mean to snap but all that was said in the heat of the moment as she was putting me into an emotional gravesite. the butterflies was said aer we hung out last time. I never went and predicted shit for her. it hurt just so much that I wanted to make her hurt just like me. I only accomplished hurting myself. I already blame myself for it all anyway. I don't care I even blame myself for all the shit she did to me. btw that is nothing. she never introduced me to her parents as her bf but just friend. why? easy cause she was ashamed I think.