Well it looks like the whole thing with me and my ex is completely over. She no longer feels butterflies for me etc. So fun times I tell ya. Infact she is going to be moving out of state. You know I know I shouldnt bother with her but I just keep devoting more and more time to her. I dont know i just cant let her go. See this just shows how stupid I am. I am so stupid for putting up with shit even if it makes me feel like shit just because when i am with someone I totally commit. I hate this. I really do.