thanks for reading. I never thought of forgiving myself because some of the things that I did are (in my opinion) unforgivable. I don't want to go into it but I did some pretty messed up things. I'll try to forgive myself but that's gonna be tougher than getting over her and that's proving to be pretty damn hard. Again, thanks for reading and your suggestion.

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words I live by;

POW/MIAs - No Will Never Be Forgotten

Karma can be a bitch, so don't make her mad!

Politeness counts.

The definition of a gentleman/lady is someone who does all the he/she can do to make the people around them as happy and comfortable as possible

Life's a bitch but it's all gotta be for something. If you keep faith in that, everything will be okay.

Every once in a great while, you just gotta kick a little ass!