I wish that I had some words of comfort for you, but I'm not good at the getting over the love of your life game. All I can say is that it does get better. I still think about him, but I hit absolutely rock bottom before I got to this point. It's rough, but there are blue skies. I wish I had something better to tell you.

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I see your fantasy... you want to make it a reality

Are you in the mood to be subdued

You see these shackles
Baby I’m your slave
I’ll let you whip me if I misbehave

Tie me to the bedpost

I like it rough
cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all